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I'm so incredibly frustrated. I have been working out a minimum of 4 days a week for almost two months now and I am seeing absolutely no results. I have been watching what I eat, eating salads instead of the foods I love and when my friends kids and co-workers are munching on things like pizza I looked the other way suffering through the smell. I don't understand it. Mark can lose 20 pounds like it's nothing. I can't even lose 5. I just want to cry. I hate my body. I feel trapped in it. I'll never be skinny and I'm ok with that. I just don't want to be fat anymore. 😞

Day 35 189 lbs

Well I haven't seen much in the area of results but I haven't given up. This is a battle that I'm struggling with and I'm thinking my age has a lot to do with why this is so hard. I've come to the conclusion that I need to get healthy more than I need to lose weight. And I figure one goes along with the other so when it happens it happens and it's probably not going to happen by my wedding 😞 but I'm coming to terms with that. Right now just focusing on getting healthy continuing to exercise daily or at least 4-5 times a week and watching what I eat. I took a 3 mile walk/jog the other day and bought Zumba for the Wii which is really fun. I need to try to keep my workouts fun so I stick with them. Hopefully this time next year I'll be where I need to be. At least that is the plan.

Measurements

So back in January I bought a trial of the Plexus and I took my measurements. I found them today and decided to do measurements again to compare. Turns out I've lost 2 inches from my chest, half an inch from my waist, and an inch and a half from my thighs. Not too bad I guess. Makes me feel a smidgen better about not seeing any difference on the scales. So maybe instead of jumping on the scale once a week I will do measurements...👍

Day 21...this is bullish*t!!!

3 weeks now I have been busting my ass at least 5 days a week and nothing but one stinking pound to show for it. This is beyond frustrating. I don't understand it. My fiance can drop weight like it's nothing, but nothing works for me. I've had bloodwork done I have no medical reason for not being able to lose weight. So I just don't get it. 😞 So much for dropping 20 lbs by my wedding day, at this rate I won't drop 10. Not giving up just frustrated. Really really frustrated.

Day 14

Well I lost a pound. Woohoo two weeks of busting my ass for a damn pound. But I'm out of the 190's now at 189. I'm not giving up but I'm guessing I probably won't be able to lose the weight I want to lose by my wedding day. And the plexus, well I should have known that wouldn't work like they said. Guess I wasted money on yet another weight loss product. Just add it to the list. But I'm not giving up. Even if I'm not losing much weight right now I'm still getting my body healthy and that's a big part of why I'm doing this. So this week going to try to switch it up a little do some different work outs. We shall see.