Ugh

I'm not even sure why I keep trying to do this. It's so hard and so heartbreaking. I'm about to give up. This just really really sucks. 187 One step forward two steps back. The disappointment is overwhelming.

Another pound down!

Im excited! Lost another pound! Hey i know its not much to get excited about but hell I have been busting my ass for 3 months now and seen nada, so pardon my excitement...lol So this morning I weigh in at 185. I did a possibly stupid thing the other day and ordered another diet pill. I'm not trying to get a miracle fix here I have been jogging almost daily and watching what I eat, I would just like a little help. If it doesn't work then I'm out 50 bucks but what if it does work? Ehh we'll see. And hey if I am only able to drop a pound a week and it takes me a year to get where I want to be, so be it. But it would be nice to go on my honeymoon and feel good in my bathing suit (not going till September) I am really enjoying running and tracking my progress and trying to do better each day. I started off taking over 17 min to go a mile and I've improved to 16.35. I have to get my wedding dress altered this week. I'm bummed that I wasn't able to drop weight in time but I've come to terms with it. I still have over a month and I have lost some weight (I think about 10 lbs) since I originally bought the dress so I am ok with it. I'm 37 years old. It's not going to come off as easily as it used to. I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing. I got this 😀